Thoughts of late

So I have no pictures just yet because it takes so long to upload them, but I thought I´d share my thoughts about language, about the things that run through my head when I let them spill over into the reality of a piece of paper, or a piece of cyber paper. What would you call this place anyway? So...the thoughts on language are thus: How can a person convey themself truethfully through words. There is so much more to existence than language. There must be some kind of universal all encompasing way of communication that conveys the deepest most hard to reach thoughts and feelings, the things that are buried away where words can´t touch them. Or maybe there is a solvent, a cleaner of sorts to pour into the crevices of your soul to loosen the emotions, let them stick to the words. If only I could speak in color and sound. But i guess that is what an artist is. And am i not an artist? Can I not speak like this already? Sometimes I think not, but in reality I am more capable than I think I am. I have an incredible resource of talents than only need to be recognized by mi misma. The brain is a powerful deception. The heart, sometimes powerfully silent. How do you harness a heart? Can you mount it? Ride into the sunset happily ever after, just you and your heart? No, I think not. Everything that you can ride you need to nourish...problem is, what does a heart eat? What nourishes the thing that nourishes you? Mostly, I don´t want some fabricated brand name bullshit factory made heart food. I want the raw ingerdients. Maybe I can find them in the markets of mexico.